life after a battle.....

Hi to all....
Is it me or is it common that your hands start to itch after an exam..... In my previous post i had told you guys about the upcoming exam... Well its over and don't ask me how it went coz i genuinely don't know how it went.... It was easier then the previous year's paper so the cutoffs will be sky high....

Now comes the part where my hands have started to itch(No skin allergies there to blame).. I have lots of time on hand and nothing much to do....

I have started to hunt for a s/w job. At last the fear of those tiresome night shifts have gotten in to me(much to the delight of my parents).... Oh hunting jobs is like hunting dinosaurs nowadays.... ppl say they exist but i find that they are extinct.... All that crap abt the dollar falling down and the IT companies feeling the wrath have started to make sense now.... Well heard that companies are laying off ppl let alone hire new once.... All that a chum like me can do is to keep trying and hope my luck changes some day.... If the results of my exams come good then it'll buy me 2 more yrs.....

Well enough of this depressing crap( Sorry but can't help using that word), or so i said to my self and went to see Taare Zameen Par... yesterday with my best budd.. What an awesome movie... The best i have seen in many years... If a movie can make me, the insensitive stone hearted idiot(at least thats what my ex called me) cry then it gets my thumbs up.....

The movie should be made compulsory viewing to all teachers... Through out the movie all i could think off was this kid in my class back in school, Rakesh... He never used to be able to read or write properly in spite of all the effort that the poor bloke had put in.. My teachers never understood him, one even pinned his exam paper to his shirt and paraded him through the school.... The poor chap could not even differentiate b/w colors..... They humiliated him.... i too laughed at his answers when they were read out in the class just to put him down... I wish i had the guy's number, so that i could call up and apologize.... I think thats the least i can do..... I wonder what he is doing now??

Anyways... So thats whats up in my life as of now.... Its the calmness after a battle....and yet an intuition of some troubled waters ahead.... Lets hope that there is no chinks in the armor this time around.... see you in a couple a days... Chao...

its boring boring sitting at ma home....

hi to all.... (that is to two or three ppl who actualy read this crap),,,,,

Well an all immportant exam is round the corner and i've started to feel the heat.. Too much is at stake and that makes me apprehensive... There is something with me and math. Its like this irritating guy in your peer group whom you hate and want to get rid off but some how every one else in your group loves this guy.... I am no math hater from birth..... i enjoyed math in school... i still love combinotorics(which many hate)... but there is something about trigo and calculus.... i never seem to get hold these subjects.... they are like quicksand more you try, the more you sink.. so my stratergy in this exam is to do well in subjects that i am strong at and hope that i can solve some in calculus...

on the personel front life is a bit smooth... with me sitting at home burried in that big fat book, social life has gone for a toss... haven't met any friends from months.... havent been able to catch any movies..... (would love to watch gaalipata).... so not much there to screw up in the personel front...

cant wait to finish this exam and move on with ma life......

so catch ya guys after the test...... bye....